
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
when i looked through old friends blog, i felt happy for them. they had found their other half while i'm still stuck. i've fallen for a guy deeply but now its gone. he just keep sending sad messages to me. when can i have mine? maybe love really needs patient. just wait & wait. sounds pathetic uh? pathetic sherlynn.
bobby is asleep now. poor him when i was sleeping just now he had to sleep on the floor. gonna meet yushe later :D i miss her. wahahaha. but somehow i miss him more. LOLS!
goodbye!
nice song :D just the chorus part.
杨丞琳
在你怀里的微笑
我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲昵的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到
had MOS burger for dinner &yushe had mac for dinner ytd. take away to sky garden to enjoy :D we had a happy time at there. & again, i emo-ed for awhile. haha! saw jovan & talked about the past like 14. LOLS. he's still in a 'gangster mood' while we all were silent alr. yushe's friend came next. after studying we went to play lan at crc to relax. haha. i played dota with others while they 1v1. reached home around 12plus. gonna visit popo (grandma) today. hope she's fine. LOLS. praying very hard for her recovery. didn't go school again =x not overslept but lazy to rush. so came bobby's house instead. had breakfast with him first. LOLS. nothing much to update. comment about my blogskin :D
goodbye!
yesterday after school saw francis bullying one indian guy. pathetic him almost cry. while waiting for oral, i & the 4N2s chat the topics which i didn't expect they would chat about. haha. anyways i'm sure to fail my chinese oral. for conversation, asked less than 10 sentence jiu tell me byebye alr. cant even speak proper chinese. WTF! i'm the last & finished at 4plus. went to find shunyee, yinghui, gary, stffei & val at RC after that. slacked awhile than had spaghetti for dinner with daddy. bus-ed home as daddy need to rushed to some classes. mummy bought mac for me when she went home =.= so i had two dinner last night. haha. met up with yushe & tim for awhile at house downstairs & chitchat. reached home around 11.30pm. didnt turn up for school today. when i was awake, it was already 7am. lazy to rush so i continued sleeping :D sad news, grandma fall down twice & now in hospital. she needs to do operation asap to stop the pain & etc. gonna visit her later i think. working at IMM this week. legs gonna break again =x
goodbye!
where were you when i needed someone the most?

Sunday, July 26, 2009
webcamming with tim now. yushe is so crazy man. do magic, show textbook & stuffs. LOLS. i'm bored. cause i really missed you today. hais.

Saturday, July 25, 2009
What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.
Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true.
Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said �Love all�
Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship. The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But �love� is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy.
In the past the study of philosophy and religion has done many speculations on the phenomenon of love. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it.
Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. It is said to have three components in the book of psychology: Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars. Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect.
Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.
haha. back. blogger sucks now. cant upload photos =.= now at bobby's house again. later going meet blabla & going out. LOLS! tmr meeting shunyee. she said she missed me. haha. thats all.
goodbye!

Friday, July 24, 2009
slept around 3plus last night. waited for him for almost the whole day. for fuck man. woke up around 10 this morning. now still at bobby's house. gonna have breakfast than home. dont know who to meet next. LOLS! i just dont want to be free. i want to be busy to stop thinking shit things.
goodbye!
i really really miss you.
met up with hanwei & nick with yushe today. went around east coast side. sat at the beach & thought of him. some things are just useless and have to let go. i'm stupid again =x now at bobby's house. laptop reformat ler. thanks to him. wanna reformat my desktop also. LOLS! mummy gonna change new lappy for me :D i miss you. hais. gone gone gone.
goodbye!