
I've done something wrong again =.= i let him go again. but friends wouldn't agree with my thinking. hais. i just missed him. should i really let go? things are unpredictable. things may happen just one minute away. treasure everything! & i shall treasure everything i have from now ; this minute! just came back from Lim's house. played mahjong for the whole night. lost $5 and ah ting lost $16 to Lim. Howard was the best. he didn't win and didn't lose. so went there for fun. LOLS. felt lonely although they were there. maybe i just need him? I've to stand up again. i hate this feeling. went for breakfast after mahjong. they ate mac & i didnt eat anything as i don't really feel hungry. cab-ed back with them. gonna sleep soon. celebrating val's birthday today. finally 16 years old. LOLS. hope she's happy with her boy & will last long.
happy sweet sixteen val :D loves*
goodbye!