Saturday, February 07, 2009 
idk why things turned out like this.
we supposed to be happy & lovely.
but, somehow, you prefer being like this.
must i really give up?
its hurting for me to do tht.
I'm just an ordinary girl who wants to be loved & cared.
why must you be like this?
tired of me alr?
than what's th point of promising this & tht at first?
i'm so stupid to love you whole heartily. foolish me.
i swear, if i really can forget you, i will never turn back.
because you don't worth my love!
friends, get this clear.
not only me controlling him.
but he is controlling me too.
ask me not to meet friends & all but he did it first.
tht's why i did tht too.
he's the one who lied many times tht's why there's no trust.
whenever i wanted to trust him agn, he would lie to me agn.
& whenever he did wrong things, he would just say sorry & forget it.
its so easy tht's why he continue doing wrong things.
keep giving him chance but he did not treasure.
don't assume you're always right & say bad things about me.
& i know who're you.
you're worst than me. BIG MOUTH!
don't force me to do nasty things.
fuck off!
i dnt like anyone in KB.
always spreading me liking guys.
please la, use your brain to think.
just by treating them gd means i like him?
WTF! means you treat all the guys gd you like them?
i treat everyone equal except for Malay.
& tht means when i treat you gd & I'm lesbian with you?
LOLS! no sense.
why must god created such a big mouth for you to gossip?
such an ass!
goodbye!
