
Monday, December 29, 2008
he's coming back :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDi miss him man !!working with ahqi's now .went tuh kim keat eat just now .the foods sucks , we keep complaining .i'm so happy luh .i wonder what will he do when he sees me ? hmms *now we both are struggling for the stupid stock adjustment =.=goodbye !
going meet Belinda & all alr .he's coming back tmr alr :Dwonder did he buy any present ? haha :DDi miss him so much man !i promised i will never let him go again =xmummy said his coach will arrive in Singapore around 7 plus 8 at night .hais , means when working tmr , i will have lovesick :(goodbye !

Sunday, December 28, 2008
1 more day his coming back :D& that's tmr man !! haha .but will things change tuh the better ?or even worst ?eh , i think I'm a little prepared alr ba .ytd went tuh KB slack & eat .reached home 2 plus cause thought today working .but at last i cant wake up .fcuk up with my computer's key board man !press A & it came out A€ .what kind of word is that =.=iloveyou .goodbye !
2 more days tuh his return .3 more days tuh 2009 .4 more days tuh nothing .5 more days tuh school open .not gonna go on the first & second day for sure ; school having spot check .haven dye black , haven buy books nor school uniform , even school shoe .didn't cut my nails . never prepare school things !i'm thinking , am i really interested in studying ?arghh ! N lvl next year . will i be even stress ?goodbye !
woke up at 3 pm .mummy cooked prawn spaghetti .quite nice but the noodle is too thin .
dont know where tuh go later .
sian !
i miss you :(2 more days :(goodbye !

Saturday, December 27, 2008
i miss him so much :(now at SKY playing comp .dont have GG . sian !no mood for audition . nth .goodbye .

Thursday, December 25, 2008
so pissed off !i hate you luhs !you're such an ass .piece of shit .not a human but a barbarian !always full of excuses =x
woke up around 1 pm .just nice for lunch =pmummy prepared steamboat for our christmas party :D
poor malay MUST eat different pot from us :(after eating , malay & poh went tuh buy the pipes thingy .& i went tuh sleep again =xwoke up at 5 pm again & now start blogging .tmr have tuh work again alr =x sian .but nvm , earn money "D
ytd's free gift from the popcorn set :Dgoodbye !

Wednesday, December 24, 2008
after 9 pm show , quickly woke malay up & left his house around 10.30 pm .he's always slow in doing EVERYTHING luhs .suppose tuh take bus , but he went home tuh change his jeans again , so took cab instead .reached home at 11.15pm , dressed up & rushed tuh PS .watched IP MAN with yushe , ahfei & malay .
reached at 12 am but the show starts at 2.05 am , so we decided tuh eat first .saw sujena all with her friends while going tuh eat .stopped , talked & than separated .ate chicken rice at a so called kopitiam .
want tuh comment about that stall .
the worker there were funny but service like shit .
asked for NO bone but gave me many many bone . WTH !
after eating continue walking .walked tuh cine leisure , hereen etc .
took photos of the decoration there but didn't take with ahfei & yushe =.=



while buying tickets , that person said we are gonna seat on the first row !my reaction was like , WTF !so fuck up man ! & i have no interest in that show at first ,
cause i don't know what's the story about & keep complaining .but after watching , i felt no regret for it .cause it had , sadness , happiness & scariness .
its a true story after all .
Bruce Lee was mentioned too .
at PS inside , i saw this big cute fake dog :D
its displaying outside with a transparent box covering it .

yushe didn't make-up today , first time man ! haha .the show finished at 4 am .after the show we straight went home & now slacking .
while smoking at carpark before entering the cinema :Di don't feel happy today .lousy boyfriend =.=MERRY CHRISTMAS !!goodbye !

Tuesday, December 23, 2008
went tuh work today .howard came for work too . malay was late & so he bought breakfast for us .talked tuh howard alot today while wrapping books .
he wrapped the books damn fast & i was slacking =xi'm honest ok , howard !went tuh kim keat for lunch .half way working , cengage's salesman came to give us brownie cake with snowman falling !haha . so cute luhs ; kinda nice anyways :D
after work suppose tuh go with belinda & liying tuh play lan .but waited for them very long , so decided tuh go novena .went wit ahfei & yushe .played for only two hours .feel happy enough alr as i almost centuries didn't touched audition with good condition .finished at 10 & reached home at 11 .while on the way home , ahfei & yushe keep quarrelling ; but is joking .i'm involved too & the funniest part is i say ahfei , ahfei say yushe .at last ahfei lose ! haha .aiya , anyways , with them is just fun man !going countdown with them on new year ! 2009 !!it will be a better day tmr :Djust keep smiling :DDi miss my sisters :Dshunyee , yinghui , xueni =p
i've done this while slacking in the office , haha !can see how slacking i am :D
this photo is a little toturing , digusting & sickening ; i know . haha !but my cat likes it !done by fadzil , the bad boy :Dgoodbye :D

Monday, December 22, 2008
went tuh work this morning with malay .quarrelled with him again ytd =.=hate this kind of life .i dont wanna let go or he ? arghh !ate bee hoon for lunch & muscles .winnie's mummy made biscuit for all of us .not very sweet & nice :D& it has a cute pattern too .
concentrate on worksheet for the whole day !all papers , no books =.=so stress man !malay so good ; he's doing computer thing today .sat at the computer there all the way .help me a little also complain here & there =.=finished work at 6 plus .going novena tmr ! & i must go .slacken in audition alr .malay wants tuh play dota too .who wants tuh go , contact me too ! haha .i hope things would be better for us xDtrying tuh upload those pictures at KL !but cannot ! arghh ! stupid cam .goodbye !

Sunday, December 21, 2008
ate dinner with mummy & straight tuh malay's house .
so sweet of him ; he bought a packet of black melon seeds for me :D
my favourite brand ; EGO .
he cooked chicken seaweed , hotdog , egg & bread for his dinner .
stole some of them =p
he's watching s'pore VS viet now =.=
so boring . he left me alone :(
TANG YUAN day suppose tuh be reunion .
but only me & mummy ate it tgt .
my family just like shit now .
i once had a happy family , but instead of treasuring it , i took it for granted :(
i promise , if i really have a chance tuh get daddy back , i will :D
i dont want tuh have a broken family .
your feeling faded , i tried ways tuh heal back .
you didn't appreciate & keep taking it for granted .
i will not be that stupid anymore .
i've friends & my friends love me .
maybe they love me more than you !
i dont care anything now .
i just dont want you :D
when i'm sad , you wasn't there for me .
what's the use of having you ?
just tuh display ? uh , save it ; fcuk off .
goodbye !

Saturday, December 20, 2008
went for christmas dinner ytd .after that meet howard & ahting .than when tuh one girl's house with liping too .slept at there till 3 am .suddenly all went out of the house & looked anxious .consoled her & she went off .bought breakfast & ate at her house than went home sleep :Dwoke up around 12 noon & ate with mummy .she cooked tang yuan today & it turn out pink .haha .brother bought me a x'mas present ; handphone chain .howard took it & no return =.=learned a new word from poh ytd .called ji jia bao ; kikapo .
goodbye !

Friday, December 19, 2008
malay woke me up around 9 plus in the morning =.=than alone at home again .luckily the couple came :DDthey brought magie mee & one egg for me .but while preparing , kitty broke the egg :(the one & only egg . sad .now all playing comp .maybe going novena ltr .you're so sweet =pgoodbye !

Thursday, December 18, 2008


just woke up , ate maggi mee ..hais . alone in the house .so boring man ! lalala ~!how i wish i have someone tuh lean on .single anyways . no diiferent :(uploaded KL's trip photo .theres still more in my camera .will upload soon :Di hate you ,
i hate my life !
i hate everything you said .
all your words are lies .
you've taken me for granted .
if there's time machine , prefer not tuh give you my love .
really feel like giving up , but i dont want :(
what should i do ? :(
comment !
goodbye !
just came back from chalet .went tuh night market with howard , ting & her lil brother ytd .after that took cab tuh KB tuh find lim & one guy .ate than slack .played cards & lost around 20 lor .haven finish paying my debts yet .using up all my money alr :(around midnight took cab back .went tuh work today , damn tired .not enough sleep man !dragged till around 10 plus than start working .worked with malay today & after that went chalet without malay .he went home for the sake of ... (you should know)ate there , played cards there & kinda boring .but sometimes is funny . haha !took cab back again .cost me around 20 plus =.=used nets tuh pay . no money on hand =xi can't feel your love .
i'm nothing different being single .
ahhhhhh ! life so stress luhs !
crying makes me feel better i think =x
i hate you man !
goodbye !

Wednesday, December 17, 2008
pissed off with my comp !so damn lag !changed blogskins but is isn't what i want .aiya , nvm ; just get a larger border can alr ..went tuh eat at 74 just now .going tuh meet up with me sister & poh for dinner later with mummy .lifestyle now is boring =.= goodbye !
i'm back ! 4 days 3 nights at KL was kinda boring .
everyday was just shopping !
mummy was so crazy luhs .
rest awhile also make noise .
i gave up so stayed at hotel for the third day .
poor kitty were alone all the way man !
he have no food & shit-ed smelly shit ! eeeeeeeeeks !
while at KL , mummy create a new christian name for malay , Lewis ; LV
first day , 13 December
went tuh GOLDEN MILE at 7 am .
checked in & board the bus at 8 am .
reached KL at 4 pm .
than went tuh hotel tuh have a rest & set off tuh shopping at PLAZA LOW YAT .
after that went tuh SUNGEIWANG & TIMES SQUARE .
went back tuh hotel around 9 pm .
trying tuh reach auntie Helen since morning & finally can .
second day , 14 December
Malay & me went tuh eat at the hotel's cafe buffet .
mummy , LC & Helen went tuh other place tuh eat .
than meet at ROYALE BINTAN hotel & set off tuh shopping again .
went tuh TIMES SQUARE tuh play the MALAYSIA'S LARGEST THEME PARK .
didn't took any photos because it will be troublesome bringing camera .
the games was fun :D
after that went back tuh hotel & the three auntie went tuh eat .
third day , 15 December
ate breakfast & went shopping again .
shop till afternoon we all cannot take it & went back tuh hotel .
started tuh have headache & rest at hotel .
mummy & LC continue shopping .
they bought dinner back also .
even supper ; stingray & some kind of shell .
forth day , 16 December
went tuh BB PLAZA tuh buy malay's jacket .
shop not open till 12 noon & so we waited .
after buying , went back hotel tuh start packing & went checking out .
than me & malay bought foods & ate sushi .
bus suppose tuh come at 2.30 pm but delayed till 3.30 pm !
stupid five star ! like shit man .
reached s'pore around 10 pm & rushed home for kitty !
this trip was damn tired ! even mummy (shopping queen) also gave up .
but i bought many things .
mummy spend almost $500 on me without foods .
bought shirts , shorts , make-ups , shoes & bags .
but no present , wanted tuh buy for some , but no colour or material sux !
goodbye !

Thursday, December 11, 2008
went tuh malay's house ytd .
came back around 10 plus in the morning today .
didn't went tuh work because i suppose tuh go ahpek's court .
but ! i over slept . sian !
regretted luhs . WTF .
heard he went in tuh prison for 4 months .
dont know whether he have any stokes anot . eek ! pain .
going KL tmr alr .
feel anxious ? no . LOLS .
must learn how tuh be independent .
soon i'm gonna lose him .
i must learn tuh smile :DD
without boys isn't the end of day .
i still got lovely sisters & friends :D haha !
after leaving him , perhaps could spend more time with all my friends :D
goodbye !

Tuesday, December 09, 2008
went tuh work ytd with Howard .
suppose tuh be Malay but he over slept .
while walking tuh office , saw Dave , than talked for awhile .
howard is so hard working man !
i was slacking for quite awhile as i'm having flu .
but he didn't sleep for the whole night still can do very fast !
stupid him ! will upload photos soon :D
lunch time meet yixin & ate tgt .
after work yixin came tuh fetch us & went tuh unter tuh print photos .
than went tuh enter tuh eat .
after that went home .
whatever I'm doing or I've done , is useless !
fuck off luhs ass .
your true colour is showing out .
there's no true love anyways =x
goodbye !

Sunday, December 07, 2008
met ivan at interchange at around 10 plus at night .
went tuh find poh tuh pass him things .
reached their house , alroy keep wanting tuh be ride .
than my sister too , first pregnant lady sit bike =.=
after that went tuh 75 tuh eat .than went tuh buy cig & passed tuh lim .
can't find that pub & keep turning rounds at there . LOLS !
than , went tuh his house tuh eat Cheryl's cheese cake :Dso yummy . but if the cheese is harder , it will be a little perfect :Dthan slacked at his house downstairs & meet yixin , marcus , kasson & ivan's bro .around 4 am ahsheng came .
he wanted tuh eat ut me & yixin keep finding excuses ! ha .
6 plus went home & slept till 10 night .woke up & went tuh find Belinda for a puff than went home .you stupid liar . i hate you !
goodbye !
was forced by ivan :(

Thursday, December 04, 2008
went out at 3 midnight ytd tuh ahqi's house for mahjong session again .
played one 'dong' than discuss about Christmas & my birthday .
after that some of us went tuh interchange cafe lobby tuh eat .
ate wanton noodles than went tuh smoke .
settled everything & headed tuh malay's house .
after malay's house , went tuh top up his license thingy than came home .
while at there , it was terrible !
dusty , hot & having flu .
malay & me was suffering , but malay is worst than me =x
at night maybe going bugis tuh meet ahqi & dave .
ahpek's court is coming soon .
will everyone turn up ?
some are just using him .
got troubles than find him , no troubles avoid him .
these kind of peoples just yucks luhs !
such a kind heart-ed soul have tuh suffer this kind of fate :(
can really feel something wrongs with you alr .
maybe you really need her ?
but i can't bear , somehow i need ?
arghh ! so confuse now .
what should i do ?
let go ? continue ? how how ? sian !
goodbye !
went tuh malay's house around afternoon till now :D
ate KFC & just woke up ..
going tuh do his lisence thingy than maybe playing mahjong tonight .
kinda tired ..
everything's fun :D ily
thanks everyone for the support =p
i'm not lonely after all !
i've beloved friends ! haha .
goodbye !

Wednesday, December 03, 2008
i dont understand why i deserve tuh get this kind of attitude .
i've done nothing wrong this time .
i tried my best tuh do all i can .
you're asking for much .
you're not the only guy in this world .
went for mahjong session on tuesday .
suppose tuh take first bus back than lim insisted on next round .
than delay till at night =x
reach home on wednesday 12 am . HAHA !
means its thursday .
winning at first but malay took over , so lost $30 ...
while qi's house we ate chicken rice for lunch and hotdogs for dinner :D
nothing much tuh post anyways .
maybe is because of him thats why you dont wanna spend time with me .
& i trying tuh trust you alr .
put yourself in my shoes & you know alr .
give me some more time .
takecares .
went tuh inter just now tuh meet mi n tuh have dinner than meet ivan & tuh poh's house .
ate at mac & went tuh buy cig & called fei out & came home .
goodbye !

Monday, December 01, 2008
just now was totally heaven !
poh ride me for a round at whampoa there using ivan's bike .
OMFG ! can't hold that thingy that so fast like wanna fly like that =x
slept at 9 morning today than woke up at 1 plus .
ivan & his sister came .
they bought food for poh & min but not for me =.=
so ivan brought me tuh market & have some yummy foods :D
dont know where tuh go today ~!
my blog is getting more bored .
no photos or interesting story . sian !
goodbye !