
Thursday, October 30, 2008
forgotten what i've done the last few days :Dlook forward tuh the future =pwent tuh eat breakfast just now with yushe & fei .we are as happy as last time :Dall the misunderstanding has past .iloveyou :Dgoing for a hair-cut later :Dwaiting for sister & poh tuh be back :(they promise they will rush here after the appointment ...goodbye !
YOU YOU YOU !
YA THATS YOU !
KAYPO !
READ READ READ . ARGH !

Tuesday, October 28, 2008
i really love you as my sister when we started tuh be even closer .i treated you like princess at first too .cause i lost one true sister last time & i don't want history tuh repeat again .its so hard tuh find a true sister .
last time , when you are sad , i tired tuh consoled you .when you are , boring i accompanied you .sometimes even gave up my other friends & didn't turn up for work .i tried tuh find many many activities for you just tuh cheer you up .last time when you with your ex , you're sad , just one call from you & i rushed there .but in the end ?what did i get back ?you lied tuh me because of a stranger !i'm thinking have i lied tuh you before ?all your reasons are just shit .even your loved one don't believe you .you said you don't care that's why you didn't say anything .that means you wanted tuh keep this secret forever .
even from your loved one ?
just because of a stranger ?
is it worth ? you said you will stick tuh one .
lying can last longer ?
it hurts even more now than you whenever i thought of it .after that incident , i tried tuh forget about it & trust you completely .but , whenever i think , its because of a STRANGER , i felt that my hatred for you gets deeper .i tried tuh control my feelings & peace with you . but somehow i can't .i know you took care of me & everything .i appreciated it .you never attitude me before .i will not too at first .but don't you notice , my attitude towards you changes after that incident ?think about it . actually , partly also your fault .if you did say about that tuh me straight after he msg you , i wouldn't change till like that .you always left me alone .even after i'm sad & he left me .your reason was you slept late ytd & kinda tired .i accepted it & tried tuh find things tuh past time .i hate lonely , you know it .its normal tuh have phobia after once .& if there's first time , there's always second time .i told him is because i cant tahan alr .i need someone tuh talk tuh .actually you were the one .but you gave up .about money , i told you already .i need it tmr as its for me tuh eat .i can't tahan hunger . you know it .you promised tuh return me but you didn't .if i have money i will return you .since when i have so much money .every time we are okays about going where .but you were the one who disagreed .last time , no matter how tired i am , i still meet you .you always prefer tuh go his house than accompanying me.i don't wanna ask you .cause your answer will always be 'no he didn't msg me' .what's the point asking .
& i really wish that your guy & my guy & we both could be very close .
like all friends & have lots of laughter .
it don't worth because of a stupid guy .
& our friendship just continue like that .
the problem lies on me .
if i can just forget the whole damn thing , everything will be okays .
but it will take ages i think .
i'm trying my best already .

Wednesday, October 22, 2008
woke up early today :Dyushe took spaghetti for me tuh eat :Dyummy ! but its kinda cold .better than none =pnot going out today .teacher called mummy and said i only passed one subject & trying tuh push two subjects for me .i passed chinese . WTF !& i rmb that i only did very well for my end-year exams but not mid-year .the rest of the term pulled my marks down ! hais .scared will retain & i dont want ! i wants tuh be promoted tuh sec 4 & go for N LVL :Dwants tuh go poly too !!have bright future . hahaha ~~~!goodbye !
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
last post before sleeping :Dchanged back tuh the old skin .but something is missing .what can i do ? ha :Dmessaged yixin , asked her tuh relink my new blog .she said , okays & what's my add .i gave her :D& she replied saying , read your older posts , there's many memories of me :Di said , of course ! we are always tgt last time :Dthinking the past , its wonderful .thanks guys !need tuh give an answer by this friday .need not know what's going on .only those who cares for me will know :Di'm still thinking .seeing his performance , i think nothing happy can happen :(goodbye , goodnight :D
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
simply blog for now :Dlazy tuh change ..when there's time , i will have a new fresh look . ha .whoohoo XD free :DDDdidn't go school again .today mummy did nagged a little !goodbye !
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
ha , i'm correct :Ddidn't went tuh MS at last :(baby was too tired ...went tuh inter tuh meet up with mummy .popo was there too .we ate MOS & it was yummy .first time trying the butterfly prawn :Dnot really worth as it costs $3.30 for 5 pieces .& its kinda small ...after eating , went tuh buy YAN WO for shermin .it costs 36 with ginseng .than went tuh baby's house & slack .sat for long & suddenly some of them wants tuh go night market .so we went night market .there was damn hot ...hate crowded places too :(bought my favorite shark fin soup & for baby too .also bought XIANG CHANG & black egg for shermin .ate at baby's house & took cab home with poh & min .tmr going MS .but i dont think can go again .i always have false hope . ha !use tuh it ...kinda hungry now :(drink the YAN WO just now .
sucks eh ! so bitter ...
now all watching the video again for shermin's wedding ~will upload some of my sister's wedidng photo tmr :Dgoodbye !
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
on my sister's birthday , we went tuh PS for pizza :Dafter that went tuh see painted skin .kinda nice but kinda boring too .before going in , went tuh smoke first :Dthan sat down & watched .because of the sound effect , i almost droped my precious cheesecake . ha .after that went home & sleep .next day was maths :Dwasn't prepared .& left the whole paper blank .first time in my life .i just dont have the mood tuh copy or do even i know :(after that went home & slack than went out for art .at night meet yushe & fei at enter ...life is so boring luhs :(today went tuh school for art .after D & T peoples went off , art students like having free period .we talked as we liked . haha .than have one miniute early dismiss .after that went home ...slept at home till 6 plus & went tuh SHAW PLAZA tuh eat SAKURA with mama , poh & min .than went tuh tpy tuh meet yinghui all .than now here at novena playing dota :Dtakecares guys :D
Saturday, October 04, 2008
ytd went tuh novena and played till 8 plus .after that went tuh eat chicken rice :Dcost around 5 per person .taste yummy :Dgood alroy keep taking food for me & my favorite cucumber .after that went tuh back whampoa with ahfei & yushe .we talked & played . ha .looks fun & enjoying ...poor terry . pity him :(terry , cheer up alrights ?hope yu can think openly .i hope you dont do stupid things yeah .your sister will always rmb you de :D
Thursday, October 02, 2008
today was maths paper1 .i have no time tuh copy & left it almost all blank .i'm damn disappointed .but what can i do .i left paper 2 & physics .i think i will fail both too .no hope for sce 4 :(yesterday at 238 , i asked everybody how tuh do .none knows . what tuh do ...forget it . i shall leave my fate tuh god :(i'm always alone at home :(
& i missed the days :(
takecares guys xD
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
yesterday after novena , we wanted tuh go shawn's house .BUT BECAUSE OF THE FUCKING CHIK JUN JIE !we cant go . he's such a letdown ! he so bad :( how could he ?!! arghh !!!!than we went tuh alroy's house & slack .after that took cab home .that;s life :Dfun & enjoying .
takecares guys xD
what yinghui done tuh naoki's butt :D
he will be a past tuh me bars .