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Monday, May 26, 2008

today went tuh spc tuh find ah pek after work .
so tired . than rush tuh meet lawrence at his house with pek .
we lost our way & wait for cab for 45 minutes .
than went back at 10 plus .
saw samuel's face .
poor him . god bless him :D
at 11 plus saw ting & howard going lim's house .
than cyco belinda go cause scared later she at home very boring .
than now at home & heard that malay kana lock out .
poor him . than gonna sleep & prepare for work tomorrow .
hahas ! work hard & shop out !!
takecares guys :D

i'm really very sad .
i really wanna find someone tuh talk tuh .
but don't wanna bother anyone .
cause everybody got their oewn problems ...
hais XD

Sunday, May 25, 2008

on friday , went tuh meet daddy & we go cycling .
so fun :D but we started at 3 plus cause something had happened .
tuh east caost was just half hour i think .
came back , we took one big round , but just only half hour (confirm) .
so fast . daddy so strong . haha .
than went home around 7am & mummy keep nagging .
i failed all my subjects .
don't know how tuh face my mummy .
hate tuh see her disappointed face lor .
bastard howard keep calling my mama tuh threaten me .
mummy scolded me that too !
going cycling again :D
takecares guys !!!
imissyou *

what should i do ?
ask him or go on ?
the hurt is between me & him .
dots dots dots !
what tuh do ?!

Thursday, May 22, 2008

didn't went tuh school yesterday & today .
woke up at 4 plus for this two days .
went tuh find ahpek yesterday but today not finding him .
staying home till tomorrow go school .
hope daddy found the seat .
& don't know tmr can i overnight anot .
i don't know what i'm doing last few nights .
i'm like misusing the freedom .
anyways , i'm happy "D
oh ya . yesterday played soccer .
2 girl 2 boys each . so is 4VS 4 .
we played till very fun man !
use legs & hand & banging , fighting ...
lending laptop tuh them . i will miss it :D

tuh all couple,
although love may be sweet only for the starting ,
but it takes two hands tuh clap .
so if just one of you give in , it will still be sweet :D
please treasure each other before its too late .

dreamt of things that is happy .
but when i woke up , it was just a dream that vanish in one seconds .
if its really a dream , i wish i will never wake up .
but its so selfish . is this dream asking me tuh let go ?
this year is really a bad year for me .
i'm being hurt twice .
but memories is always there .
thanks tuh andrew & *him :D
thanks tuh friends consoling me too . esp . belinda , lim & malay :D
they were there for me when i'm so damn sad .
even now , the hurt can't be heal .
he don't look like that .
his innocent look had lied tuh me for almost a year .
what should i do ? hais .

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

on sunday went for cycling . thats the worst day ever .
went tuh a stupid & huanted road .
but the slope was fun .
happened many things after that .
like everyone fall , fafa missing & there's man toher things tuh do with blood .
than think they will go temple today .
very boring . just woke up .
going eat KFC :D when will i get my cheesecake ?
hahas . yesterday went tuh 50 plus & play soccer .
after that went tuh pek house there .
than went back tuh 50 plus slack .
don't have the mood tuh go cycling .
than thanks tuh belinda , lim & chun for your consoles .
but what done has been done .
double hurts man ! cool man .

i thought i was living in a beautiful world .
but just yesterday , it was all gone .
whys things turn out like that .
i kept telling myself it wasn't the truth .
but its his handwriting .
what can i say somemore .
am i lousy ? or he just wants tuh keep himself not boring ?
there's toos many questions marks in my mind .
who will help me tuh solve it .
i have no comments but SMILE :D

Labels: SINGLE FOREVER .

Saturday, May 17, 2008

yesterday went tuh school than kanna caught for running detention two times .
hahas . than he wanna suspend me .
but at last i ran & make excuses & he only put me for detention .
but for next week i don't know .
tha after detention i went home & change .
than went tuh pek's house there & we started tuh cycle .
hahas . we went tuh golden mile there & alot of places .
so fun lors :D all so tired except me .
cause they cycling but i sitting behind :D
takecares guys :D
hate peepo who say this here & say another thing there .
so yucky SLUTs .

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

didn't went tuh school today .
pontent with malay & went home sleep till 4plus .
shermin called me & asked me tuh meet her at enter .
met her at the bus stop than go night market walk walk .
than went tuh smoking area & smoke & saw ben , his stead , ah sheng , sujena & zhisheng .
than after that we went tuh crc & play 3 girls V.S 2 boys on dota .
we lose till very jialat . & at last end game .
than went tuh meet mummy & david at lorong 7 tuh eat .
after that went tuh the 232 bus stop tuh find my friend .
called ah pek & he asked me tuh meet him .
so i took bus 232 for around 2 stops & go pek's house find him .
nicolas , patrick & pek was at there & koonhong & longhui came after that .
went down tuh prata shop with koonhong & longhui .
KH ate 2 prata & LH ate fries .
after that we went up tuh ask them down & start the journey tuh bukit .
than we lend bicycle from malay & longhui ride it .
go round & round than went tuh bball court & find them .
went home after that . while going home , any funny things have happened .
& i even hurt myself . LOLS .

at basketball court , belinda was being builled & i helped her .
shiqi , dave & howard bullied both of us at last .
& howard pulled me while shiqi trying tuh tickle me :(
imissthosetimes.willitbeback?

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

yesterday after school went tuh find chuntat .
ran for detention again =x
will kanna suspension ? LOLS .
than after that went tuh kim keat tuh eat duck rice again .
so delicious & yummy . haha .
than i went home alone . chuntat went tuh find belinda .
than accompanied my sister tuh bukit tuh do survey & took cab tuh belinda's house .
than asked malay tuh buy maggie mee for me .
i ate 2 packets . so fat :D
than went tuh crc tuh meet ahwen & played audition .
stupid shawn wanna fight with me .
make us all so suffering . we had tuh be so alert & concentrating .
my hands were freezing . we played for 3 hours & howard & lim came downstairs crc .
than they went tuh qi's house & i went home :D

trying tuh save money .
cause i knew that my this month's bill will be very expensive .
don't want mummy tuh nag , so better save first . hahas .

hopetuhseeyouoften.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

today went tuh jurong tuh swim FINALLY .
but waited for lim & belinda at inter for 2 hours .
they were somewhere & they cheated me . but just ignored ...
ahwen also . it was so fun . hahas . played & played :D
malay was so cold till his lips turn purple .
than went tuh packet food at the interchange .
after that belinda , ahwen & lim went tuh whampoa first .
than me & malay went tuh enter tuh buy night market foods first .
than went tuh meet them after that & all went home :D
it was a fun day .

i saw him today .
i wanna look at him more .
but i asked myself , since he treated me like this , whys should i still ...
but when he forget his themes , i ran after him .
i was thinking , am i stupid , iszit worth ?

Saturday, May 10, 2008

today went tuh celebrate mother's day .
than went tuh shenton way tuh sing .
than went home & change .
than went tuh enter tuh buy night market thingy .
than went tuh belinda's house tuh have panic .
than went tuh bendemeer ,
wanted tuh play the swing but one broke & one was occupied .
than went tuh lim's house & find her .
than went tuh fitness tuh play .
than we were all laughing loudly esp lim .
than got peepo scolded us & throw egg down .
than took cab home .

ireallymissyou.howcouldyou.butwhatcanido.ijusthavetoacceptit.maybeitsfated.

Friday, May 09, 2008

went tuh eat at novena yesterday .
than after that went tuh enter tuh meet belinda & ahwen .
than went tuh crc for audition .
we tried beat up , 8 key , one two yeah & fast songs .
belinda played till very angry . hahas .
than ahwen keep calling malay noob .
but when we went tuh safra tuh play pool , ahwen was the noob between malay & her .
hahas . played 4 games . win 2 times & lose 2 times .
than malay & me walked home after that .
than i went tuh my bed & close my eyes tuh sleep :D
lim was very late yesterday until can't walk night market alreadys .
but it was boring at there after all .
had a lot of fun yesterday with them^^
didn't know life was really fun & exciting .
god bless all :D

i suddenly miss the times .
i don't know why .
but its only you .
but you did something really very hurting .
& you left very far away :(
i will be sad for 2 months again bars .

Labels: ireallymissthepastwithyoueventhoughwearenotanything

today was maths paper 2 .
gonna fail for sure . thats of course .
than went home .
shermin came back !
finally . eat play & talk .
she say she's gonna stay .
but don't know is it true ..
today run for DC . OMG la . so fun can .
i loves beatty man ! so exciting !

Monday, May 05, 2008

yesterday went tuh school for chemistry :D
erms . some are easy some are hard . so the paper is ok .
than ct came my school there & we took bus tuh meet lim .
than went tuh kim keat food court tuh eat & home after that .
than went tuh find belinda at 74 & settle our dinner there .
the food are so expensive ...
than walked tuh bendemeer & played swing .
on the way there , there's so much laughter there .
my stomach cramp a little uhs .
than lim & malay went home & the rest went tuh slack & go home .
today early morning lim & chun like loan sharks shouting at my house outside .
than i open the door & let them in :D
than now belinda & malay also at my house .
belinda don't want go work again .
she ar ... LOLS .
tomorrow will be having maths . & i didn't studied at all .
hope can pass :D takecares guys .

Sunday, May 04, 2008

just came back from KSP .
went tuh far east today with xiaolong , malay & belinda for her interview .
than after that went tuh meet lim at beendemeer .
slept at her house for 10 minutes & go KSP .
everyone was there .
but i find *him for the first person .
than after that talked with all of them .
even min also came with her stead & friends .
than went off at 10 plus than meet cutehair for awhie than go home lers :D
tomorrow have chemistry .
hope can pass . thats my first subject learning very hard :D
takecares guys ... i can't promise how long will you wait .
laogong massage me today & told me things .
am i handling things badly now ?
i'm trying tuh handle relationship & friendship better .
but somehow i think i can't .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIQI !
she's sweet fifteen today . hahas .. but still younger than me ^^
sleeping soon ~!

went tuh chalet on friday nights .
before that , have some taiji at bendemeer & the other side is my friend :(
than police came & all ran ...
than ask lim & belinda tuh sent me the bus stop :D

yesterday went tuh jurong tuh swim with belinda & malay .
starting was boring but still have jokes .
than around 6 plus when we wanted tuh go change , more & more jokes are coming up .
we played & delayed the time till 8 plus .
can you imagine how funny iszit :D
hmms . than went tuh bendemeer tuh meet lim .
than after that we played the swing .
so fun lors . we keep banging here & there .
than got 4 china dogs keep looking .
but i think after we go , there's police alreadys .
hahas . than took cab home & malay teaching me physics .

i finish physics . now left history & maths only :D
prepared for tmr's chemistry alreadys :D
later going interview with belinda than go KSP tuh celebrate shiqi's birthday :D
takecares guys :D

& done a blog for malay :D
he have tuh blog everyday .
hahas . belinda also ask me tuh create for him :D

let nature take its course .
i can't promise you things .
maybe its just an crush ?
think carefully ~!

Thursday, May 01, 2008

today went tuh school for exams .
english paper . quite hard for the compo thingy .
than after school went home straight .
now belinda & xiaolong at my house .
going swimming at jurong later .
LOLS . still have a little flu .
going tuh lim's house first tuh wake her up .
going somewhere at nights later .
when i reach home , i feel so lonely .
nobody at home . last time got ahpoh & min .
now they two break lers thn the house like no fun lers .
how i wish that was last time :(
i wanna go back tuh the pass .
when weather family is still alive & poh & min still together .
i'm so sad & lonely now .
what i really want ? hais .
takecares guys .

i love them .
mys truly sisters for 2 or 3 years lers .
the pain we gone together .
the troubles we met together without leaving each other behind :D
takecares !

went tuh slack at belinda's house there .
than saw one small boy like depression .
than after lim & malay went home , me & belinda went tuh look for the boy as we were boring .
than that boy ran away from home .
than we started finding peepo for keeping him one day .
than at last belin's friend , uncle , keep him .
than went tuh his house slack for awhile & blabla came & fetch me tuh his house .
than ate maggi mee & sleep .
go there also dunno for what .
than came home around 3 plus & quarrell with my mummy .
this time is for very long .
don't know why like this .
iszit because of the statue ? LOLS .
going bugis later . don't think going tuh study alreadys bars .
mummy never give me money & almost lock me at home :(
will things be still better for me & her ? hais .
she said she don't want me anymore .
she said she would abandon me & min one day .
will it be true ? i respect her as my mummy .
i never forget her . once my mummy always my mummy .
sometimes i really wanna care for her .
but i don't know how . i scared it would be too mushy .
she don't understand me & i dodn't understand her .
having flu now !! LOLS .
tmr will be having english paper 1 & 2 .
don't know will it be easy anot .
but going tuh try my best .
if fail like CA1 , i can go bang the wall lers :(

its my thing . so i have the right tuh decide tuh do whatever i want :D
sorry telling you this .
& everything will be memories .
so don't worry .