Tuesday, April 01, 2008 whys things turn out like this .
i hate this ending .
don't even know is this an ending or there's still more other hurting things .
whys can't you be brave enough ...
hais . how i wish you would ask me what i'm thinking & not guessing alone
today went tuh school at 8.30 .
was late . very late . damn late .
than went tuh take sim card from mummy after school under the rain .
have important messages .
& i regretted for giving my mummy back the card .
hope there's still messages like this .
hais . life really very difficult tuh pass through ..
i'm only 15 years old .
how tuh hang on till i die ?
just be patience lors .
hope studies & relationship & friendships would be alrights .
hope there's wouldn't be any hatred here & there .
hope everybody is matured by now .
hope there wouldn't be any sadness for my friends & i :D
takecares guys :D
now many friends treat me like very extra lers .
think they still think i'm small bars .
i will never grow up in their eyes .
& maybe this would be better .
forever small & don't understand things :D
i still love them :D
