Sunday, April 20, 2008 ben discharged alreadys .
congrats tuh him :D
bless him with healthy body , amen :D
didn't slept well on thurdsay as i went home at around 4 plus .
than on friday went tuh drink with shiqi than go slack with malay .
after that at around 6 a.m went tuh hospital tuh find lim & chun .
didn't slept till sunday 1 plus .
didn't went tuh work also .
no money lia0s ... still having a heavy debt :(
he deleted it . was it really because of being fair ?
or he hates me ? or he wants tuh push me aside again .
he will never think of me but his best brother .
world is unfair esp. LOVE .
i hate tuh be in this world alone .
they treat me like spare tyre .
want meet than meet . don't want meet than never contact .
you all will never know the feeling of being left out .
thought after saying all the things clearly will be better & will never be left out .
but its all the same . try being me & you will know .
but i doubt you all will uhs .
never think of other's feeling . hais .
