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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

didn't went school for today and ytd . quek called my mum and told her everything . even said i smoke . quek even say i didn't went tuh school last week for 2 days . but i only pon for one day . not gonna friend him tomorrow . ex baobeiis say maybe tomorrow i will have suspension . not gonna care .

let me be the worst of the worst . fuck care . hate quek for accusing me . didn't blame laogong for saying my name . don't care anyway .

hubby and me is getting better , but don't know weather was it a good thing anot . lets see how is his performance for next week . he's gonna be my maid for 14 DAYS . wow wow . someone is gonna serve me (: will not treat him like dog but MAID !

exams coming . will study hard and not let down my mother . maybe will not pon again for this month and next month . but will pon before school holidays .

daddy , mummy , hubby came my house today tuh watch twins mission . on the volume loud loud . watch till vehh serious . ate maggie mee and sleep . bathe and went tuh interchange tuh meet other peepo .

suppose tuh go bishan but didn't . at enter we all played 2 vehh childish game . shout and shout . couple vs couple . but hubby keep winning . then hubby sent me home and he went home . he's going school tomorrow . that's good (:

we both study hard and bulid a family . o0ps ~ too young =p but i become his wife (: MSRseow (: i love hubby (: that's love (: but nothing last forever . soon sadness is coming again . need hubby tuh love me . next need tuh think how tuh maintain this relationship (:

our half year is just on this saturday and we are going tuh chalet (: must have fun there .

Sunday, April 22, 2007

went tuh east coast ytd . was fun . 14 peepo went at first and met aubrey they all at east coast . tianxin , dalian , junguang went home early at 4 plus . and rest of us went back tpy at around 8 plus .

that day was my first time kissing lionel . didn't know why . hubby and me was so romantic until aidil and shunyee didn't want tuh see (: i'm happy . but some peepo didn't turn up . was quite disappointed but still fun .

went back tuh tpy and slack at garden with hubby and wencai . hubby went tuh my house and sleep . woke up this morning and prepare for steamboat . yummy . after eating , hubby played mahjong with yvonne , mummy , euler . he pangsehh me until 8 plus . dinner time and he went home . felt lonely . tmr after school going out with laogong . go dating . o0ps .

i love hubby .

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

yesterday was a fun day . alot of things tuh settle . first annchi then kenneth then melinda next yi ren and the last china man . he was so proud at first . but at last he told eddy sorry and bla bla bla . when everybody preparing tuh beat yi ren , police came and everybody ran . i was so worried for lionel . he's so important tuh me . i keep hugging lionel . i love him (:

broke up with hubby this morning because of trust . but he came my house and everything was settled . then we ordered mac and eat . so full . and suppose tuh sleep for 15 minutes but we overselpt . hubby sleep till one hour .

then went tuh crc and have fun . saw wencai and run away . but was caught by him . played him out today =x yixin said she went home and wants tuh come out again but she played my sister out . she went home and never came back .

took bus with daddy , mummy and hubby tuh whampoa and hubby came my house tuh take things and i went tuh mummy's house bus stop and exchange clothings . smoke and came home alone .

i have nothing tuh say about this relationship .

Friday, April 13, 2007

went tuh meet hubby at interchange ytd after school . and was late for school bythe way . then went tuh eat at basement and went tuh player's house there . yushe and me keep talking about yixin's thingy . she's hopeless ?

she tua mummy today . she's gonna get a bad scolding from me . i don't care ! went tuh hubby's house . slack and went tuh eat dinner . had fun today (: me and hubby was alrights (:

suppose tuh meet peepo at crc but didn't . hais . gonna make up for them tomorrow i think .

iie llove hubby (:

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

went tuh school in the morning and study . while PD period , yixin and me went tuh toliet tuh tie hair and some gurls slack at there . was caught by singh for nothing . kainhui's phone was confiscated and i had suspension for hair colour . now is so damn black .

sat there until 1.30 and run away . didn't went tuh school today . don't know what will happen tomorrow . samuel and yixin didn't went tuh school too . went tuh interchange tuh eat breakfast at macdonals and then meet mummy and daddy . went tuh NTUC tuh buy ingridients tuh cook at hubby's house .

mummy and me cook alot alot of things . mummy do the most cooking and i do other things . hubby's mum see our vegetable not sucess and she helped us tuh cook (: she teached us how uh cook fried wanton too . next time mummy and me will cook soup . yummy !

ate full full and went tuh smoke and hubby go bathe . after everything , went tuh crc there and meet daddy they all . but i went home myself . alone at home . sob sob .

iie wann hubby .
iie dunno whye he would let me go tat day .
am iie tat badd ?
did iie change alot ?

today's things make me lose trust on ue completely . hais . i gave my 100% trust but this is what i get back . just one day , everything changed . btw , stop all your acts . hais . don't leave me lers nars . lucky ue pass the test !

Sunday, April 08, 2007

iie just wann eurr care , llove , attention . whye cant ue gibb muiie . iie wann ue . iie dowan tuh lose ue . iie've become crazy just for ue whye cant ue understand wadd iie want annd wadd ii'm thinkinqq . whye cant ue carre for me more . whye cant ue treat me better . whye cant ue talk tuh me more . iie felt left out and abandon by uue .

went tuh alex's house at 8 plus . he suppose tuh come but he's too tired so i went . was lock outside till 9 plus his dad told him i'm outside . he scolded me . then went tuh his house tuh sleep till 11 plus and he woke up tuh bathe . we thought we were late and almost hired cab . but at last we were the first tuh reach (:

went tuh meet everybody at kou fu and i wet home tuh take money from my mum . went back tuh interchange tuh meet them . nicolas was abit angry i think . then went tuh smoke and went up tuh bus 143 heading tuh sentosa . hubby keep doing idiots things . funny (: being with him is happy .

then went tuh take shuttle bus and went tuh 7 11 tuh buy things first . i bought nasi lemak and lemon tea for hubby tuh drink . how thoughtful am i . smile .

went tuh the beach and was scolded for playing water as the weather wasn't really good . wated for the weather tuh be ok and continue playing . buried kainsong and took some pictures . he's always the one being bullied .

howard , kainsong , nicolas , player , me swim tuh opposite shore tuh play . we step on muddy sands with seashells . yucks ! feeling simply sucks . howrd , kainsong , me siwm back as kainsong was not feeling well . asked howard tuh wait but he didn't . he insisted he wait but it was like vehh far away from kainsong .

keep getting bitten from jelly fish . pain around for 2 minutes and everything is normal . we saw one jelly fish swimming but vivian use the water tuh make away and it disappered . mummy and nu er was too cold so they went tuh bathe with howard and liguo first . then after that is me and hubby went bathing . we walked one big round and finally found it .

after bething went back tuh tpy and eat at 90 plus and went tuh hubby's house . while on the way there's some quarrelling and i gave him attitude till reach tpy . hais . i didn't want tuh do that . is just that i don't like the way you talk tuh me . its simply different .

then went tuh liguo's house downstaris and then went tuh 50 plus . then went tuh funeral then suppose tuh take cab back but didn't . stop at crc and went back tuh find hubby . hubby don't seems happy so i went tuh the bus stop and lied that i'm going home . think alot of things and felt that i'm useless .

went tuh bbq pit and then kimheng , seemiang , ahhock found me . they lied tuh ah poh that i ran away then my sister and ah poh run . but i didn't ran . then hubby , liguo , mummy , yiting and her brother came back . i cried like hell . don't know why i cried . and it was the worst ever since i didn't stayed with my brother . my sister cried too .

went tuh settle things with hubby and went tuh find shermin . thhere's a crazy guy ran with us . story vehh long don't wanna write . then went back tuh find hubby as i feel that i can't bear tuh leave him and just need tuh see him . but went i went back , i fel that i shouldn't be there . wanted tuh leave , but i just want tuh see hubby .

i hate peepo not hearing reasons . why they can talk reasons but i can't . fuck off lars . i hate this type of peepo . keep thinking they are right .

is my love for hubby vehh deep already ? hais . promised myself tuh love him but not until like that . i'm in a love trap . can't imaine if he leaves me one day . feeling stupid for doing everything .

Thursday, April 05, 2007

eddie came my house at 6 plus today and we together walk tuh bus stop . while on the way i saw lionel and we three together went tuh entertainment mac tuh eat . wanted tuh eat but was not open . only 7 . then we waited .

while waiting , saw jerffery . smoke a few puff and went tuh eat . ate with ivan , jackson , benny , jason , eddie , lionel and many more . shunyee came at 7 plus . didn't say anything . then went tuh staduim around 7.50 . i cant go in as i broke a few school rules . and singh asked me tuh go home . i waited at the bus stop alone for samuel .

he reached and then we went tuh interchange then went tuh my house . BORING . did nothing but somethings . then went tuh bishan tuh buy thing for kainhui . then went back enter and saw many peepo . smoke a few puff and went off .

alex reached and went tuh arcade tuh play . then went tuh eat at LJS . then went home with alex and alex went tuh meet liguo they all tuh work . stayed at home and do nothing . tommorrow is holiday ! wow wow ! good friday !

iie llove mye laogong .
thanks ferr eurr company .
iie llove going out andd spendinq tiime with ue .
ue are cute (:
takke carre everybody (:

Monday, April 02, 2007

ytd went tuh hubby's house and sleep then went tuh hubby's ah ma house tuh eat . after that went tuh enter and meet liguo they all . went home after that .

quarrelled with hubby on friday . told him wanted tuh go home but didn't . went out with calvin , samuel , eddie , lucus , aubrey and some friends . took some photos and then went home . hubby insist that ii lied tuh him . don't know what tuh say and he says he don't trust me .

today went tuh smoke after school and went tuh hubby's house tuh sleep till 6 plus and suppose tuh meet mummy they all but my mama wanted me tuh go home straight as my sister was also sick . then went tuh 186 tuh buy things home and eat .

i know you are unfaithful . you siad you love me i believed . i know its true . but is your heart with me ? doubting your love sometimes . didn't know tuh believe you or me . feeling stress . was everything alrights now ? or you still carry on your flirting days ? really want tuh know what's going on . you have many things tuh make me suspect you . i didn't want tuh think sometimes . i really can't stand it anymore . help me please . let me go ~ i just want you tuh love me like how you did last time . can you ? i want everything tuh be fine can you ? just tell me that ii'm willing tuh give up everything for you . ii'm happy . i really love you . i really need you but you were 'enjoying' outside . can you be more faithful ? if you want tuh flirt can you break with me ? at least let me be happy and not so hurt . i can't take it anymore ! please . i don't mind losing you if you wants tuh flirt .