Monday, April 02, 2007 ytd went tuh hubby's house and sleep then went tuh hubby's ah ma house tuh eat . after that went tuh enter and meet liguo they all . went home after that .
quarrelled with hubby on friday . told him wanted tuh go home but didn't . went out with calvin , samuel , eddie , lucus , aubrey and some friends . took some photos and then went home . hubby insist that ii lied tuh him . don't know what tuh say and he says he don't trust me .
today went tuh smoke after school and went tuh hubby's house tuh sleep till 6 plus and suppose tuh meet mummy they all but my mama wanted me tuh go home straight as my sister was also sick . then went tuh 186 tuh buy things home and eat .
i know you are unfaithful . you siad you love me i believed . i know its true . but is your heart with me ? doubting your love sometimes . didn't know tuh believe you or me . feeling stress . was everything alrights now ? or you still carry on your flirting days ? really want tuh know what's going on . you have many things tuh make me suspect you . i didn't want tuh think sometimes . i really can't stand it anymore . help me please . let me go ~ i just want you tuh love me like how you did last time . can you ? i want everything tuh be fine can you ? just tell me that ii'm willing tuh give up everything for you . ii'm happy . i really love you . i really need you but you were 'enjoying' outside . can you be more faithful ? if you want tuh flirt can you break with me ? at least let me be happy and not so hurt . i can't take it anymore ! please . i don't mind losing you if you wants tuh flirt .
