Sunday, April 08, 2007 went tuh alex's house at 8 plus . he suppose tuh come but he's too tired so i went . was lock outside till 9 plus his dad told him i'm outside . he scolded me . then went tuh his house tuh sleep till 11 plus and he woke up tuh bathe . we thought we were late and almost hired cab . but at last we were the first tuh reach (:
went tuh meet everybody at kou fu and i wet home tuh take money from my mum . went back tuh interchange tuh meet them . nicolas was abit angry i think . then went tuh smoke and went up tuh bus 143 heading tuh sentosa . hubby keep doing idiots things . funny (: being with him is happy .
then went tuh take shuttle bus and went tuh 7 11 tuh buy things first . i bought nasi lemak and lemon tea for hubby tuh drink . how thoughtful am i . smile .
went tuh the beach and was scolded for playing water as the weather wasn't really good . wated for the weather tuh be ok and continue playing . buried kainsong and took some pictures . he's always the one being bullied .
howard , kainsong , nicolas , player , me swim tuh opposite shore tuh play . we step on muddy sands with seashells . yucks ! feeling simply sucks . howrd , kainsong , me siwm back as kainsong was not feeling well . asked howard tuh wait but he didn't . he insisted he wait but it was like vehh far away from kainsong .
keep getting bitten from jelly fish . pain around for 2 minutes and everything is normal . we saw one jelly fish swimming but vivian use the water tuh make away and it disappered . mummy and nu er was too cold so they went tuh bathe with howard and liguo first . then after that is me and hubby went bathing . we walked one big round and finally found it .
after bething went back tuh tpy and eat at 90 plus and went tuh hubby's house . while on the way there's some quarrelling and i gave him attitude till reach tpy . hais . i didn't want tuh do that . is just that i don't like the way you talk tuh me . its simply different .
then went tuh liguo's house downstaris and then went tuh 50 plus . then went tuh funeral then suppose tuh take cab back but didn't . stop at crc and went back tuh find hubby . hubby don't seems happy so i went tuh the bus stop and lied that i'm going home . think alot of things and felt that i'm useless .
went tuh bbq pit and then kimheng , seemiang , ahhock found me . they lied tuh ah poh that i ran away then my sister and ah poh run . but i didn't ran . then hubby , liguo , mummy , yiting and her brother came back . i cried like hell . don't know why i cried . and it was the worst ever since i didn't stayed with my brother . my sister cried too .
went tuh settle things with hubby and went tuh find shermin . thhere's a crazy guy ran with us . story vehh long don't wanna write . then went back tuh find hubby as i feel that i can't bear tuh leave him and just need tuh see him . but went i went back , i fel that i shouldn't be there . wanted tuh leave , but i just want tuh see hubby .
i hate peepo not hearing reasons . why they can talk reasons but i can't . fuck off lars . i hate this type of peepo . keep thinking they are right .
is my love for hubby vehh deep already ? hais . promised myself tuh love him but not until like that . i'm in a love trap . can't imaine if he leaves me one day . feeling stupid for doing everything .
